I know you
better than most
Sometimes I think even better
than you know yourself
:
That eccedentesiast smile
that sparks on your face
when you're uncomfortable
:
Beaming a light
that blinds the outside
from truly seeing
what's churning inside
:
That iron pit in your stomach
That blazing fire in your throat
When you spread that specific smile
that's subtly different than the rest
That joyful mask over your feelings
conceals your secret of unrest
:
No one would know
that you are
anxious
upset
unsatisfied
:
But I know
I feel it in your vibe
I see the pain behind your smile
The dissatisfaction in your eyes
:
It hurts me inside
to know that smile
is a friendly mask upon a lie
:
Behind your charming smile
behind that joyful lie
is a deep pain that resides
:
A pain I'm not even sure
you can admit to yourself
Let alone have the courage
to admit to anyone else
:
A pain you numb yourself from
on the regular
with distractions, drugs, and sex
Then when your emotional alarm
starts ringing
you run to your emergency escape exit
smiling wide
teeth sealed
:
I want you to feel safe to speak
the truth behind your brilliant smile
when your emotions hide and do not seek
:
I want you to feel safe with me
to say the truth about how you feel
so you can set yourself free
:
I want the only time that I see
your dazzling smile to be
the times where you truly are
content and happy
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Sarah Jane
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