Disappointments

Disappointments hitting me again

its all coming to an end,

disappointments hitting me again

to start again, somethings gotta end.

I feel like i should be so pissed off at you

but i understand why you do the things you do,

I'm one to forgive n move on

till everything hits me hard

then I'll cry n scream in the yard.

These things are usually just a blessing in disguise

to help me realise

and ask myself these questions why,

to avoid these disappointments

is to avoid expectations

this life is about what you make out of all of it.

New things will blossom

new things will come,

this new life will make you wanna get up and run

run towards what you want

run towards what you deserve,

place your order to the universe

karma’s the one to serve.

It's good to have a plan

but don't always expect the plan to go well,

it might be like heaven in your head

but when it starts you could be in hell,

surrender to the process of falling apart

so you can put yourself back together, stop the dwell,

once you've realised you've disappointed others too

it'll make it easier to forgive the ones

who's disappointed you,

realise that everyone makes mistakes

in this twisted world we make,

take it as it is

is our time to wake.

Wake up and feel the fresh sense of relief

no need to carry on with this ugly sad beef,

pay attention to what you say n do

so when someones doing the same

you can understand their reasons too.