Curse God

I will not get so lost that I bow to you

I will not hurt so much I require your needle

I will not cry so much that I need your water

Nor feel so lonely I require your presence

You designed this

This story which unraveled to rip out my soul

You desired this

This version which shattered me

And now you want me to learn

Like it was all a lesson planned carefully

For my betterment

But I can see the truth beyond the veil

There is no objective truth

Most times there is no lesson plan

Pain is just pain

Sorrow is just sorrow

And god is just someone to blame

Or worse

The creator of the pain you feel

Which had no real point