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conceptions
my mother’s pale nightdress, hiked up her thighs.
she asked god for a place to put her fears
and i came out, skull-caved and squalling, fat
with hungry gristle, begging for things she
could give. breast milk and butterfly kisses.
peanut butter and honey. the red and
blue lights, spinning patterns on our driveway
while the cops made sure she wasn’t really
going to kill herself. she would never
do it without a crucifix. she named
me after the virgin mary, as if
what came out of her could be put back in.
as if no other dress was ever shoved
up over her hips, no other child named.
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april 2018
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Jaye Nasir
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