Caught in-between
A poem about having severe combined-type ADHD
I hid part of me away
Waiting for some day
When I could finally understand why I didn't fit in
I walk on the beach
Hear seagulls screech
I quell the anxiety rising sharply within
***
Months later I cry
Wave confusion goodbye
Diagnosed with severe, combined-type ADHD
I feel euphoric and glad
Then grieving and sad
My history then actively plagues me
***
I'm not like most others
Not really even my brothers
But I must play the part to get on
Yet there is no place
I've yet to find space
To be my chaotic ADHD self - full on
***
That day was so sunny
Sweet as Autumn honey
On the sand under open blue skies
Wind cooling my hot head
A nice pebble to counter my dread
The calm North Sea the colour of my eyes
***
It's Spring, I'm a mess
I have nothing to confess
This recent diagnosis helps me heal and grow
I give myself grace
To learn anew, apace
Medication gives me clarity and woe
***
Not the sky, nor the sea
Nor the freshly leafed tree
I can venture out of hiding in daydream
I join up, I subscribe
Find my ADHD tribe
Glad, weary heart, I'm at last happy inbetween
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