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This was my first goodish writing bit but because of a recent loss, I didn't want to share it where their close family would see it. This post was sad enough for me to write, the day after I finished editing this, I had found out about the loss. It still shakes the family up, so naturally, I just try not to speak of it, I try not to write about it.
- Kait Nathalie
Approximately, 3,500 suicides take place in Canada every year.
Some of the people who have taken their own life
will never be able to explore the world
never be able to listen to music and dance in their kitchen
never be able to see the happiness in the faces of their loved ones.
Some have never done any of these
Some have always done everything
Some have already said their goodbyes
Some are too hopeless to keep living
Some are a lot like me
As children, many of us would fall
Into the colorful autumn leaves
Because it was comforting to not know
The cruel harsh truth
The tree I once climbed
Is now dead and stapled with police tape
They cut the rope and
Carry his body away
My big brother had committed suicide
Approximately, 3,501 suicides take place in Canada every year
It’s morning but I’ve never slept
All I had was flashbacks
And this infinite numbness
I stayed up
Looking at the stars
I stayed up
To see the lightning flash
Beyond the dark clouds
I stayed up
Because it was too painful
I looked out of my window
To see the tree once again
The leaves have fallen
But they are no longer leaves
They’re the ashes of my brother
And the blades I used to
Mend my shattered soul
For the first time
I feel at peace
For the first time
I’ve accepted the gray mist
Approximately, 3,502 suicides take place in Canada every year.
Two ivory tombstones placed together
I am home now, big brother.
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