I play my ribs
Up and down
Like a lyre.
One and two and three
pounds I need to lose
or ten,
maybe more
until my bones are an orchestra,
playing a dirge
while I don't look back;
until I can count them
when bored in a boring room,
if I squint my ears,
the droning can play accompaniment.
One and two and three
years more and maybe
I'll be grown in spirit
and not just time;
I'll meet a woman in the mirror
instead of a sapling,
done growing, not done
crying in the wind
with rattling fingers
ever since her father froze her
rather than see her break.
One and two and three
days left
until I can sleep;
there's a ghost in the light,
it goads me on,
I turn it off but it doesn't leave;
my perished Patroclus
pushing me through the night,
through the week,
warring against enemies in my mind
that I made real.
Four and five and six
seeds in my mouth,
red bleeds into red,
red meat, and sweet;
I've buried my bone orchestra
and donned a different sort of dress,
danced to a different music,
not married, but marred;
home is a memory,
if I go back
I still wouldn't be there.
About the Creator
Lucia Linn
”Some days I feel like playing it smooth and some days I feel like playing it like a waffle iron.” -Raymond Chandler
Bits of fantasy and poetry and whatnot here, comedic comics on Instagram @mostlymecomics
Comments (2)
Super spooked
Nice Lucy! ;)