All my self portraits are ugly,
My performance betrays
That pretty feels untrue.
I am no prideful Narcissus,
Perceiving a lover in that pool,
Perfection in reflection,
Drowning in depths of affection.
No I am not Pygmalion,
Creating a corpus
Better, more beautiful than reality,
Praying life where no life prior.
I am crueler,
Paving dark rings like roads
Into crumbling clay,
Developing despair,
Pillaging eyes of empathy,
Painting crooked what could be straight,
Making plump what I wish was thin.
Part of me always wishes,
Waits,
For those who see
To say
It doesn't look like me.
But peers and professors pile on applause,
They all open their mouths
And waggle their tongues,
Bobbing their heads like a beat on a drum:
"Wow.
What a likeness.
What a good likeness.
How exactly
Like you."
About the Creator
Lucia Linn
”Some days I feel like playing it smooth and some days I feel like playing it like a waffle iron.” -Raymond Chandler
Bits of fantasy and poetry and whatnot here, comedic comics on Instagram @mostlymecomics
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