Blue: Live
The White Flag of a Great Persuader
These are the poems for the lost glass soul I surrendered my persuasion to.
Blue wasn't chosen for the color of your eyes
nor was it due to your mood
it was the color of my bedroom where I would beg you
beg you to stay alive
beg you to smile
beg you to not be mad at me for talking to another man
but my skills aren't quite developed enough to win you over just yet
It's been over two years and yet I still want you alive
most people wouldn't give a damn but, my insides tell me something else
they tell me you matter
you were the 1st and although you damn sure ain't on a pedestal
my willingness hasn't given up on you
my kindness hasn't run out
the care I hold isn't a sand hourglass, these grains aren't limited
as each one drops my curiosity grows to know one thing
what made you so cruel
Toxic events don't weigh you down
in fact, you yourself do
this facade no one is being fooled by is making me sad
naturally you are charming, don't pretend
This isn't a romantic gesture, I just care
you know my heart was occupied by you at one point
but, that golden opportunity has rusted and will never be offered again
If you tap on that fragile glass you can hear those echos of sorrow
fragile is your first name replacing the Scottish originated one
consumed with pain while life's elbow is nudging the arm you hide your eyes with
Your imaginary isolated chest is what bothers me the most
you can keep your fake rap interests and conforming fashion
I'm aware of those Halloween decorations you call "dust"
those repetitive "I don't give a fuck's"
I'm just an ex who wants you alive
put those ropes and razors away
pick up a broom and sweep away those pity parties
that wide smile and loud humor can pucker up any spirit
including yours
I'll always be here.
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