Blue Dream

This week I had to make my peace with death

I wrote letters to be read in any case of event

Wishes and instructions

Too stubborn for my own good these are the repercussions

Death and I are starting to becomes good friends I guess

Death is a sure part of life I guess I accept

But death didn't come for me today

I'm too high on blue cloud nine to really feel any way

But spiritually I;m grateful more than ever to be alive

No amount of blues can stop the prayers and praise

No amount of blues can top this high of a second chance at life

I survived.

Welcoming life's lessons and surprise

Control

The hardest illusion to let go of

Control and I need a break up

More toxic to me than my latest ex

But he been moved on so fuck him & fuck eht.

I got things to do and life to live

Gifted a second chance so move bitch get out the way

I'm about to go stupid, it's about ludacris

I'm about to go stupid it's about to get lucrative

I got space to take up, time lost I got to make up

Aquarius girl in an Aquarius Age

I got shit I need to shake up