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I’m scared of how happy I would be to see you
To see any of my friends
Would they see the sadness in my eyes
And have the worst possible reaction
To pity me
And yet I feel like I can’t reach out
Because I vent to often
I feel too much
I might become a bother
They’ll read it and think
Here we go again
How do I tell them I want to hangout
Without turning it in to a monologue
About missing them
About being tired of coming home
And no one being there to speak to
No one that is just happy to see me
No adventures to be had
Just the same old routine
Humans weren’t meant to be alone
I don’t want to get used to it
I was so close to happiness
But it’s back to same old same old
Can’t believe I thought it would be different here
I even thought I was getting better
But I’m back to being ashamed of my own feelings
I’m going to make sure no one ever feels like this around me
About the Creator
Hufflecup
I want nothing more than to dedicate my life to writing, so I figured I would start here to test the waters. I will be submitting stories to as many communities as possible.
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