Anger and Hope

Anger and hope

I guess that's all I'm made of, maybe that's how I cope

I threw my heart into thunderstorms, hurricanes and tsunamis one after the other

Thinking that to find happiness I would first have to suffer

This kept me Hoping

Just hoping that in the end, the pain would be worth something

And I would find a beautiful sunrise filling my life with a mesmerising glow

But now I realise I just needed to feel my emotions over flow

Whether it was from hope or anger, that didn't matter

I didn't care if it brought tears or laughter

As soon as I got a taste of the high you could give me

You became my drug and I just let the thought of you consume me