brrring brrring brrring
8am the alarm yells
"wake up" i wrote
the sun is too bright
turn it off
i turn around
close my eyes again
brrring brrring brrring
8:30 the alarm yells
"make breakfast" i wrote
i'll eat later
turn it off
close my eyes again
thweep thweep thweep
the text chirps
"where are you?" he wrote
i'll answer later
another excuse, maybe
close my eyes again
mew mew mew
the cat cries
she wont stop
groan
kick the blanket away
open my eyes
step over the unfolded laundry
smell the cat litter
swat away a fly
crunch crunch crunch
the cat goes
brrring brrring brrring
10am the alarm yells
"eat breakfast" i wrote
look at the sink
i'll have to do more dishes
turn around
step over the unfolded laundry
back to bed
pull the blanket over my eyes
close my eyes again
brrring brrring brrring
not again
"take a shower" i wrote
and what if i do
what will happen
it's cozy in here
what will happen
groan
kick the blanket away
bip bip bip
the water goes
it's too cold
it's too hot
it's too much work
i don't want to
but
i'm already here
flump flump flump
all my clothes are off
same ones for five days
i feel bad for them
drips on the front
cat hair
unknown clinks in the pockets
fwoosh fwoosh fwoosh
the shower goes
i step inside
wince
close my eyes again
i feel ridiculous
i sit down
staring at the tile
i don't want to move
it's almost cozy in here
splosh splosh splosh
the water sprays
off my body
i watch it
creating bubbles
i watch it
fade the dirt from my fingernails
turn the water brown
and then disappear in the drain
tink tink tink
it sounds like a piano
an ascending scale
cascading from my fingers
sigh
it sounds like rain
a low frequency brown noise
descending from my hair
instead of the sky
sssshh, sssshh, sssshh
close my eyes again
it's a hug
from a thousand raindrops
instead of two arms
it's kisses
from a thousand raindrops
instead of lips
bmmm bmmm bmmm
i can feel my heartbeat
on rhythm with the rain
my body is present
my soul is present
i feel elevated
i take a cold breath in
hhmmmmmh
and a warm breath out
hhmmmmmmh
it's cozy in here
About the Creator
Nicole Keefe
Part time artist, writer, and hobbiest who isn't afraid to learn and step out of comfort zones.
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