44 in 33

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I'll be 44 In the year of 2033 That is of course if this chronic kidney disease Doesn't get the better of me.

~*~ I'm a fighter though Not ready to give up yet Have too many goals to achieve Have to fix my regrets.

~*~ By 2033 I will have finished at least one book The one closest to my heart The one dedicated to my daughter's Whose lives I tore apart.

~*~ By this time they'll both be adults Able to make their own choices It will be their own decision if they want to reach out, Even if it's the tiniest chance of reunion, my heart still rejoices.

~*~ By 2033 I will being seeing the rewards Of all the effort I've been making To be a better version of myself The benefits I'll be gratefully raking.

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I'll probably still be battling depression Have panic attacks and PTSD episodes But I'll have mastered my coping skills Making it a bit lighter of a load.

~*~ Whether things work out the way I hope they do Or new challenges come my way 2033 will be a year of happiness, I'm making sure of that today! ❤️