SOCIETY VS ME

I live in such a society where I have to please everyone every day every time. I am aspired to be the best version of myself. I am destined to work for others rather than myself. I am made to be polished, upgraded, and changed with the different perspectives of people. I am to be good and beautiful in the eye of everyone though they have different views. I am to be fit in their every criterion. I am to be perfect without any flaws and every field. I should be good at everything. Everyone wants to fix me in the way they like and want to make me live the way they want.

I should be a man to be always superior in society. If I am a female, I should not have the courage to raise my voice even if I am assaulted. Being a man I should think about the way to pull the females who want to grow. Being a man I should learn to control everything even my emotions because I will be compared to powerless women if I let my emotions flow. I should be strong in every situation. I am let to be free if I am male and if I am a female I should be tied up with chains according to the tradition of society.

I should not wear body revealing clothes. I should cover every part of my body as I should not provoke the nature of men. Men will be men so I should be the one to be responsible for the outcome. I am to be aware of the assault and that's not anyone's problem if I am to be assaulted. Maybe I had invited them through my action. I am always to behave and my every activity and characters are always to be evaluated by society

I cannot be poor. I should be rich anyhow neither I would not fit in their criteria, if not I will be thrown. I should eat and wear like the other rich people neither I won't be in their group. I could be an outcast if I am to disobey their rules. I should be rich enough to show my life as much as I can and show them how my life is flawless without any problems. I may not have that high standard of life but society has taught me that I should show my power, money, and prestige to the poor owns. I should not help the needy ones but I should suppress them as much as I can so that all they get is to breathe. I should not give them chance to improve their life. I should just go with the flow of society.

I should be fair enough in complexion to meet the beauty standard of society. I am taught that I should be beautiful and judge every kind of face and always focus on perfection. I should have a small waist, long straight shiny hair, long legs, a slim body, and white flawless skin. I am judged according to them and should meet the circumstances to be beautiful. I am made not to feel pretty if I don't meet the situation given. Society gives me enough opportunities so I am to maintain my body and be beautiful even though I may behave with hallow feelings.

I should be the perfect, the best, and the latest version for the sake of society. I should not perfect my inner beauty as it is a waste of time. I should cover my scars and always smile. I should never try to learn new things and always focus on the traditional society and I should never change. Society reduces my self-esteem through continuous criticism and I am just a worthless creature having no right to be free. Living in a society I am like a bird in a cage without true freedom.