IT'S TIME TO REGRET

Most of us crave for something in our lives. Even though we have enough resources to sustain ourselves, we always aim for a better life. Well, I am not here to say that it's a wrong idea . But , are we satisfied with the life we have now ? Most of us are not .

Aiming higher is not a problem , it's indeed a success mindset . But most of the people , won't get satisfied with what they have , and they compare themselves with others . Most of us aim for something higher , and if we did'nt get what we desire , we get disappointed and demotivated . We think that it's an end of our life , and we live a life worrying about what have we lost and feeling pity for ourselves .

Telling about myself , Iam an engineering aspirant , currently in my home grabbing a cup of coffee and expressing my opinions on vocal media . Yeah , Iam a teenager interested to write stories and articles ,and I spent my high school days in loneliness and felt support-less . I regret of not having good friends with me . I was betrayed by my friends and my teachers ,as my results went bad too..

Well that's a different story . But the story made me regret that I wasted my high school days , not enjoying myself and studying all time for my entrance exams . I need to enjoy the days after my school was over , But I am still in regret of losing my golden days in school , and worrying sometimes .

Well , I had to accept all my failures and disappointments I have faced in my high school days . I had some negative thoughts about Self-Harming and decided to isolate myself from the world . I have no hope to flourish in my future . Many said that , my future would be bright , But after the results , They all vanished , as same as the coffee in the cup beside me . I spent every night crying , cursing myself . But , I decided to live for my parent's sake and I can't leave them worried .

Later , an incident happened . I was sent by my mom to buy some items from the grocery store . I was in a bad mood all the time , when I saw an old man asking for help . I parked my vehicle near him .

Old man : " can you drop me near the gas station ?"

Me:" Yeah"

{My inner voice pleaded me not to help the man as he was saying a lie . The gas station is near a bar . Most of them won't help if he said he need to visit the bar , so he lied to me }

After arriving at the gas station , It did'nt happen as I presumed . He walked into a child orphanage . I decided to follow him into the orphanage.The things I saw inside it , changed my whole-stupid thought process . I saw many helpless differently abled children . I saw the ones who had no parents like mine to support . They have no knowledge of the parental love . But with so many inabilities in their life , they had a worry-less face , a careless sweet smile .

I had this whole view running on my mind all the day . Later that night , I looked myself in front of the mirror , and had a mindful conversation there;

" You are worrying for what you have gone through , for the disappointments and the struggles you faced . It's completely fine . But indeed , the children who appeared in front of you in the homeage ,made you to feel they are luckier ones , because they are happier and you're not! You are well-blessed by lovely parents and caring brother . Decide to smile everyday , face enough problems , and you have the courage to fight them all . You got all within yourselves . Your failures won't define , unless you accept them . Don't assume these failures are the end , It's just a new beginning of a beautiful life , where you will get everything you desired . So, go for it...." I had tears rolling down my eyes that day .

The problem with most of the people is that they are not content with the life they have , and they are dissatisfied by their hard-work and achievements . Well , there are always people who struggles a lot than us ,but they wont get anything . We have to regret for feeling dissatisfied by our life . I decided that day to move from my worries , and decided to live the beautiful life ahead ...:) { Your opinions on the comment please...}