Dreaming a dream

I was slowly closing my eyes . I had no intentions of giving up . It is just merely a pause for four minutes or maybe a hour at most . Where do I go in life . I know the direction . I know how to make it happen. But how long will it take? We got up had oatmeal and beans again and I prayed and knew it would happen . Just when I thought to myself . Now it’s happening now . Everything will be ok soon . Everything is ok now . I breathed in and out slowly . Expelling as slowly as I could . I was done thinking, done then I took out my phone and started to write . One of my new passions is being a writer . I love doing tik tok and my podcast and someday soon YouTube . That would be a new staple . My dream includes making the world a better place .

I closed my eyes and wrote and wrote . I smiled and I drew and I did all the things I always wanted to . I had business’ and lots of goals. Accomplishing them all with a single pen. Writing the things I wanted into reality . Drinking water filled with good intentions. And receiving nothing but blessings . Blessings and love for Ethan and I slowly catapulting us into the future life we want . Thinking the future was far off but it was now. Thinking it would take a long time to accomplish but the time was now. Angel number 266 saying divine blessings and gifts have been sent to me .

Relax the word I always hear. Calm a derivative of still. The act of allowing to happen . How to be happy a quiet mind . Slowly drifting into the happy space of existing . Receiving tons of vegan foods and tons of beautiful opportunities. Golden my ticket because of my heart of gold . Love at the highest to presume the world to the highest vibration . Walking not running and slowly building me. Back into itself . And forming transmutational. So excited seeing the brightness outside . So happy seeing the flowers outside . So happy with the brightness inside of me. And helping others to see the brightness in them . Love a word of warmth . Love a word of patience . Love a word that describes humanity .

I want the world to be happy . I want people to smile everyday . Making the world peaceful is now no more pain. No more grief only happiness and peace. Love and thanks to everyone you know . Love and thanks down to a singular kernel of corn. Knowing I deserve everything . It took so long to realize I deserved everything I gave to others and more. I deserve just as much and above .

Deserving especially of kind treatment . Love greets a heart that is void of it . Being full of its own heart and own self. Is how to flourish , strengthen, and grow . Thankfulness for realizing how important I am finally . There is no need to humble others when we are imperfect ourselves . But let’s grow and validate so we can bloom into the best version of ourselves . Slowly watering with positive words . We grow and help others to feel like their best selves . We help to feed those who are hungry and love those who feel unloved. Coddling the human who knew no care . Rocking them in our arms to finally feel at peace .