Love

When you know that you love someone but at the same time you know those feelings aren't mutual. That could be for a lot of reasons, maybe the person is no longer in our life or don't have the same feelings. Then we ask ourselves why??? Its normal, we always think that when we have feelings for a person they should have the same feeling for us.

Expressing our feelings to a person is a challenged because we don't know what the other person have in mind. What about if that person see us with different eyes, like a friend.

With time i have learned that we have to express our self no matter the circumstances we never know what can happen. Think about it. What if that persona have the same feelings? What if it work out? What if?????? etc.

Love is an art of been with that special person but at the same time is the art of express what we have inside and/or what we can give to others. Is a way to see other things in life and in others. With love we make and create a lot of things. It's really hard to confront the reality when you know the loved one is no longer in our lives anymore because it take a different journey. Waking up knowing you will not see that person again its really hard and difficult to handle. As the time has passed i learned that you have to live as if it were the last day. I know every person react different, i respect that but I've had to keep that feeling asleep so it doesn't hurt anymore. People said time heal wounds but is not true it just help you to live with it and make it easy for you. Lets be honest is a feeling that never disappear.

From the beginning was really award, looking for him in every single person, trying to understand why? Trying to not fight with the world. At the end just God and the life knows the reason for him to leave. After all i'm grateful for the person he puts in my life in that moment, i have to accept that he was an incredible human been, gentle, lovely, humble, care, everything we can ask for. No matter where he is right now i always thank him for everything he gave me, and for the person he changed on me. For all the moments we lived together.

With this i can say that we can love the unlovable no matter the circumstances, but sometimes we have to figure it out what path we have to choose, if we still loving the unlovable because it was a good love and is no longer with us or because is a person that don't see us the same way we do but is a good one. Let the love get out form the bottom of the heart. Express every single day that no matter what you can love again, every day is a new adventure and a new challenged.

For me, every single day i start like there no other. Remember we just lives once. Enjoy every day and every part of the life. Don't let that thing like this affect you're whole life. Sometimes we have to think in the future, in ourselves, in positive things, thins that make us happy. We need to value our heart, our life, and everything around us.