Case closed

We are being brought together by this puzzle of life for a very special reason, we need to trust the Creator to show us what that reason is and have faith he will in his time.

Now I get to go in search of what this is even all about!. Love coming home to the smell of marshmallows by the fire.

Independence is your souls natural state and Freedom is another word for Faith in all you truly believe and trust as you have seen and heard. Faith it’s just another word like hope or love ; all that you write is just another word that one day you do really believe someone sees the meaning in all of your irratic sometimes irrational words. The Devine that is totally free you have reached your nirvana whatever that may be. Nothing constricts it, nothing limits it, nothing stops it or prohibits it or denies it in any way , your never the same ever again.

I love coming back home to the comfort of my mothers unconditional love for the unknown.She recites , when you tuck yourself into bed at night reflect on what went well and what didn’t go as planned, learn whatever you need for making new choices next time, and then leave everything in this day.You can not change anything that has happened, “don’t drive yourself crazy” while trying to sleep, leave it all here knowing tomorrow is a new day and you will have a clear mind.Whisper to yourself, “I surrender this day” and sleep well.You relax on a plane, even though you don't know the pilot. You relax on a ship, even though you don't know the captain. You relax on a bus, even though you don't know the driver. Why don't you relax in life knowing that the Universe is in control?

This is why I love coming home I glow differently when I’m treated differently when I am treated right and loved properly and we can sit by the fire eating marshmallows and talking about Life and putting the world right.

Well 2 bottles of wine and we still cannot come up with any reason other than there is a bigger picture out there. You can feel an energy around you but you are not open enough for you to receive anything or a little due to this.

I just start to see things happening before they have in the world and pass that information on. Some it believed others do not.

They put their trust in Trains being on time, planes delayed over sticking and putting in petitions to the priminster. And totally disastrous weather warning and yet the still didn’t believe me. Funny how you think you know people and when the chips are down see who leaves the table first.

I have to leave “ need to tend to Joshua and bath him. He absolutely loves a bath.”

Joshua lives with a large family who are finding it hard on low paid jobs to look after their children, America is just waking up to the idea.

There have more treaty been signed this year it should be a cause of Celebrations; I hope the Royal daily are involved and enjoyed the thrill they are where they are as he has a way of keeping you there.

"From a young age we are taught a lot of misconceptions" This may be true but, when someone tells us it's like this or it's like that, particularly someone we automatically assess to know their shit just because they have "Dr." or the like before their name, we tend to absorb their theorised evaluations and accept them as "They know what they're talking about. That's how it is." In a world of perception, I choose my own perceptions over those in a book by someone we accredit as a specialist or professional due to them having a title. They can only voice their perceptions. Theirs. Dr. Gilman can try convincing folk the Gilman way is the only way but, l prefer my way thanks.

I had the most bizzare dream that I needed to pack my travel bag and just hop on a train to anywhere. It ran to Lands End. That is wheee I will get on my run away train to.

I packed only the few essentials and informed my Son I will not be coming back , you see I am willing to carry my cross have faith and run away. My son was happy as he had the full responsibility of the house and bills.

I went to Lands End on my run away train and the air was beautiful, you could smell and taste the sea. I looked for a cheap rental on a caravan as that was all could afford for now.

The next day I searched every job opening and found a catering job in a restaurant. It was so exciting I felt like Miss Marple. Going off in searching an unsolved murder.

I asked in every hotel showed her picture and and one hotel owner said “she passed our hotel every day “ I thanked him.

Off I went on the path where she had been found with the head missing and the only restaurant on the same route is where she must have done some work. I showed her picture to everyone and no one had seen her, only one Manderin man was stood there sweating. I thanked them all and went on my way. I lay in wait for the man who sweated on seeing her picture and followed him. Yes I knew it was dangerous but it was my job as a undercover officer that nobody knew about. I found out where he lived. I watched his every movement for a week he was getting on the runaway train so I followed him to another Distict where he me a lady. I went to his house the window was open so I sneaked in and looked and there it was in the freezer her head.

I rang the police immediately and they arrested him and got back on my run away train to another destination, that’s what my life all became about going to and fro on my run away train, solving mysteries.