The story of some teenage girls

is about a girl who always have self doubt , confusion, hate and just like every other human emotion .

Just like every other children she loves being loved,loves having icecream,playing with friends,expressing every emotion she experienced,loved being wild,loved exploring new things and also being stubborn.As a small infant she' s being living with her big family which include her grandparents ,uncles and ofcourse parents . when she ws 7 she had her baby brother and 1 year later her baby sister who like every third child unplanned lol.atthe age of 7 her parents moved to another city for better income .she continued staying with her grandparents.she had really beautiful bond with her grandparents.After a year she moved with her parents ,while crying for a few days whenever she missed her grandparents.whenever her parents would not give her attention because of her siblings she would get jealous and would miss her parents .did i tell you that she was a rebel as well as she grew she became even more rebellious . One of the the reason for her rebellious attitude was also the lack of attention from her parents.she was a bright student as she was very competitive in her life .she always topped her classes till grade 7,after grade 7 she she entered her teenage phase where she would try really hard to get everyone's attention.just like every other teenage she had her hormonal phase and felt ashamed of herself,she started becoming under confident but not less competitive,she still was a very competitive person but now she also compete for looks .In grade 7 she got her first serious crush but like every other bad boy he would not give her attention ,she really tried hard to get his attention but failed .after trying really she discovered another way to get his attention ,by pulling other girls down .she would brag about how much she scored , she stared wearing makeup to shool .she would wear makeup such minimally that Teachers would not scold her as her class image was the only thing she can't give up on.but her that wish also got torn .one day a different teacher slapped her in front of the class because of some misunderstanding.that day she cried the whole day.After she told her mother everything ,how it was a misunderstanding.Her mother console her.she asked her mother to come to school with her but her father was out of town and her mother could not leave her small siblings alone as the school was really faraway from their place.that day the leftover trust on her mother broke .Time passed by noe she entered 8 grade , she was even more rebellious with her mother now ,she would talk back and would not listen to her mother.her father mostly stayed out of town and even when he come back he would take rest and would not spend time with her but he did like her daughter as she would top her class.in 9 grade she she realised that she would never get anything if she ,she will always have to fight for her rights.As she was transforming into a women body ,her parents got stricter ,she was not allowed to talk much to boys and her mother would always keep an eye on her .THIS MADE HER situation even worse ,the only thing that gave her freedom was taken .She had to tell her parents where she go and whom she met made her even more rebellious but now she wse not even allowed a be rebel as her father would warn her that he she did anything rebellious she would be allowed eet her friends or go out play . THIS conditions made her helpless and frustrated .she would cry for hours in her bed and trying really hard to not let her parents know she was crying as she hate to confront people..to be continued