sophia
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Wasted
I was wasted. Room-spinning, lights-dimming wasted. Maybe the slur in my words should’ve been enough to let him know. I surely failed to say no. Why’d his hands go there of all places? In front of everyone? How’d nobody notice? Room-spinning, lights-dimming, hands-skimming wasted. All I did was take a few shots. He kept getting us to take more, who was I to turn down a drink? Or a few more glasses of wine, or a maybe pair of stalking eyes? The thoughts disappeared with every sip and swallow. I was gracefully gliding on thin ice, but I didn’t care. After all, it was New Years Eve! What’s the worst that could happen?
By sophia 8 months ago in Confessions
my unrequited love
Dear you, Time pauses when I’m with you, and here I thought it was impossible. I feel like an idiot writing this out because I try not to be a hardcore romantic. That’s a tricky path to walk down. Each step brings you closer to disappointment, but you take it anyways. When time stops, it doesn’t feel like a risk. Feels like nobody’s watching. Freeing and isolating, but worth it every step of the way. Until one day, you look back at yourself, at the fool you’ve become in the name of romance, and wonder where the fuck you went wrong. Well, I’m lucky to have lost hope in it early on, but when time pauses around you, suddenly I can’t help myself anymore. I’m that fool again, turning a blind eye to every mistake I make, romanticizing the end of our story before it’s even begun.
By sophia about a year ago in Confessions