Sadomasochistic_Daddy
Bio
Sharing my experiences as a Dom to help others learn this lifestyle the best I can.
Stories (7/0)
To my stepdaughter, Aubrey
There’s one thing I’ve always wanted, but was never able to have, and thats kids of my own. For years, and even still to this day, I had 2 boys who I called my own, but never had a daughter until I met your mom. How would this work? How will it play out? Those 2 questions got answered in pretty dramatic fashion. One thing I want you to always know is that I wasn’t perfect and I made a lot of mistakes with you, but I tried my best, always. I thought I was doing what was right for you because I just didn’t understand everything at the time that I thought I did. There were times that were amazing. For the first time, I actually felt like I had my own daughter for once. That’s what this apology is for. It’s because I know that even though I tried to do what was best for you, I fucked up a lot.
By Sadomasochistic_Daddy2 years ago in Confessions
Blues on Fire
Sometimes the blues will take care of everything and every mood. Sometimes, you need to crank up the volume, turn on the metal, and blend the blues and heavy metal in to something new. No one speaks to the pain I sometimes feel better than Chad Grey of the bands Mudvayne and Hellyeah. Whether its lyrics from Mudvayne or Hellyeah, the lyrics speak to my soul, and his music, along with his soul-piercing words bring me from the dark back to the light. As a songwriter myself, I have taken more inspiration from him than any other person. Just his ability to vocalize his interpretation of the war that resides in a lot of us makes me understand I’m not alone, and that sometimes the darkness in my world is actually an excuse to roll over and look at the stars. A million times thank you for being an external voice and a visualization of the world I call my own. Beneath the skin and broken skull, I see me free from this cage. Don’t forget the motives that burn, and the silent screams of rage. When I fall from where I stand, I soon will start to rise. This defeat you see upon my face, is only a disguise.
By Sadomasochistic_Daddy5 years ago in Beat
