LAKESHIA BRIMLEY
Bio
Ask me what I believe in I’ll tell you it’s beyond eyes limit to see . Show me a rose and I’ll tell you about the hidden concrete . I am a beacon of light for the world to see . So giving you just a small description would not justify me .
Stories (5/0)
Mindless Love
What does it means to you ? Love …. Because for me it’s a choice , chosen almost instantaneously . It’s a commitment to whomever or whatever it is you have chosen to give this committed feeling to . It’s patience. It’s a feeling of incompletion without that of which makes one feel whole . It’s the feeling I feel strongly when with and much away from you . A feeling of eternity. A calming in my soul that speaks to me and insure me it’s ok to be vulnerable with and around you . It’s the warm ness and submissive nature I instantly go into when you are near . It’s nothing I’m not aware of and everything that makes my heart feel at ease with you. I can’t fully explain why or how but who truly can . All I know I pray for this feeling and it came instantly with you . It’s not lust cause I don’t care for sex as much . And it’s not me passing time or being bored I actually enjoy being alone . It’s me thinking before I take action and or speak . It’s inner standing and accepting the discomfort in awkward situations. It’s a vast process of processing another’s process without having judged them . It’s sacrificing one’s wants and learning to share one another’s needs dreams fears beliefs. It is considering the feelings of one another and allowing one to be entitled to them .It’s not overbearing demanding or impulsive. It is calm gentle everlasting and harmonic . It’s trials it’s togetherness it’s God it’s forgiving . It isn’t something you can buy neither is it something you can pretend to have or give . It is universal . Rather it is a lifestyle , it is a choice , it is a plan , it comes from within . Its being slow to anger , seeking peace and balance . Listening when you speak to hear , because I value what you say . It’s finding the right words to motivate and encourage you before and after each and every long day . I love you . Is what I know and feel to be evident! This I can not even hide . Even if I wanted to my heart would never allow me to try it . It’s the butterflies I get at the very mention or mere thought of your name . It’s me sacrificing my comfort zone and allowing you all in my space . It’s knowing your wrong and sometimes out of place , yet still being your cheerleader and seeing you along the race . It’s complicated and then again it’s not . It’s you me and God , and that’s really all we got . It’s a divine blessing , first created in the heavens . It’s the other half of my soul coming back into connection . Its nothing new under the Sun . It is creation and has more than just one . It’s euphoric and in the right hands a fortress. It is built on honesty it without pride , it presence is s as strong one . Infinite it is ! A joy to embrace . A liking in which not too many partakes . Cultivating , transcending beyond measure. It is the sun the moon the stars and heavens . Peace it is when I am with you . Universal frequencies I have collected from within you . I love you and it’s just me wanting to share my magical life with someone and that someone is you !
By LAKESHIA BRIMLEY9 months ago in Poets
Free Fallin
I went back into time 11/16/2016 . I thought I could stop you from signing on that dotted line . If I knew then what I know now , ain’t no way I’d marry such a biggest a liar an adulterer and man of lust and crime . I went back into time to stop myself for crossing the line . For being so damn blind I wish I could have just opened my eyes . I said yes , and signed over my soul . Back then I didn’t realize it but now I’m committed to changing what was to soon unfold . I went to sleep and in my dreams I could do it all again . Trapped in a maze feeling so dazed I was only repeating the same thing over and over again. I went back into time but this time I brought some things with me . A backbone ! Strength and kick ass confidence to slay a dragon I once was in love with . I saw the fear in it before I embraced the lion in me . Once timid scared and cut off from all that I once vowed to believe . I went back into time and not only did I slay a dragon but I also took back what was mines hers his and theirs . Collecting the remnants left from the hearts of earth angels stuck in darkness and despair . Time traveling , or should I say lucid dreaming for the seemingly asleep, I cut the cord and saved us all from abyss far far in the hearts of the weak . Can I live ? Can I live for me ? Can I do all the things that allows me to be free ? What you thought you took from me I was granted back times ten in a dream . Free falling from all failures placed at my feet . The attempt to derail me when you decided to marry me . Oh please ! Spare me the embarrassment of agony with you narcissism. I’d rather drink bleach ! Cause I’ve ingested poison since the day of my creation . What’s a little more from the person I’ve been so willingly chasing ? Can I live and I mean really live , like I would like to . Without asking or having to intake a mouthful . I don’t want to have to ask twice , you are not my creator . I will live free fallin and I won’t ask for your permission later . Grabbing this wild boar by the horns and taking her fat ass for a ride . Free Fallin and I’m going to enjoy this side . Free Fallin to my victory naysayers just watch and forever be mesmerized. I changed the narrative I took back the glory , I’ve become the author of a once boring ass story . I time traveled I closed the door . I looked my mistakes in the face and told them NO MORE . I’m freeeeee and no more Fallin , no more failing. No more betrayal no more ailing. I’m free falling and falling I shall no more !
By LAKESHIA BRIMLEYabout a year ago in Poets
Bhad Bhad Kitty Kat
I thought of all the ways I’d have you . Now the day has come . You have seduced me with your eyes your kiss is pure purr fection. In my mind I have had you in so many lustful positions . Kissing every crevice along every inch of your dimensions . I’ve placed my manhood and lips in places you wouldnt dare me to kiss them . I want you and in my mind you’re my naughty pretty kitten . The thought of being naked and next to you gives me such of a profound erection . Uncontrollably In my mind I’ve made that connection . In my mind uncontrollably I devoured your sexual discretions made you my love slave and kept you in my essence . Now that you are here I can’t seem to get out of my head . Look at you laying there naked sexy ready for me in my bed! But where am I ? I’m no longer here , cause In my head I hold you captive my dear . My bhad Bhad kitty Kat . In the world where I cannot be free to be me . In my head I’ll keep you locked up so that my fantasies do not hinder me from being free in society . You are my drug my Bhad Bhad kitty Kat !
By LAKESHIA BRIMLEY2 years ago in Poets
Dancing in the rain
And when she speaks of lilies velvet to the touch of ones ear . The top of her fingers , there there is magic . Without a touch now you care for her adamantly. Don’t won’t and cannot hurt her the heavens won’t allow it . Taming all of the most fierce beast . Humbling them without a word yet to speak . She is the fairest of them all . For what is beauty without her beast . Love conquers all and all of her is so that piercing all within her sight Purifying the darkest soul , leading them to the light.
By LAKESHIA BRIMLEY2 years ago in Poets
Born a slave
“How ? How can I flourish in a dying world ? Let me run let me hide . Cast away pushed to the side , and so I mask what I feel inside “ Born into the sins of those placed before me ! I long for mine own salvation . Mine own wealth and prosperity. These though , these feelings of longing saddens me so , so far from my reach . Because thine burdens already placed at my feet .
By LAKESHIA BRIMLEY2 years ago in Poets
