Fernanda Satumbaga Balan

Fernanda Satumbaga Balan

  • Fernanda Satumbaga Balan
    Published 20 days ago
    I’m Sorry

    I’m Sorry

    I don’t know how it started. I don’t know why it happened. Although I must admit, I did care and even loved him. Silly thing’s I’ve said and done like a young one in love. Placed me in a magical moment’s I couldn’t described. I enjoyed his loving words that has a place in my heart. Even imagine being together, how silly is that? It all seems real like a fairy tail. The maiden meet her prince into the horizon for they ride. The promises of love still rings clear in her mind. Will she ever forget the flitting moment’s they have. She wonders about him, was it real or not. If it is, will he be okay or did I broke his heart. Or he is laughing at the fact, that someone has really fallen in love. I’m so sorry, for having to put a stop to it all my love. If he really has loved me, will he recover from that. Will he find it to forgive me at all or hate my guts. I’m so sorry, that it ended my love. I pray that god bless you to have peace and serenity inside.....,,,,, By FSB 06/25/2020
  • Fernanda Satumbaga Balan
    Published 20 days ago
    Clouded

    Clouded

    In the midst of aloneness, an action chosen. Not taken in consideration the feelings put at risk. Forgetting, not seeing, the dangers ahead. With eye closed, She plunge into the unknown. The joyful sounds flavorful sweet nothings, she absorbed all the sweetness she longs for. Mistaken the joy for love, she closed her eyes and fell into her own imaginary world. Deep down is the feeling of unjust. Ignoring all the signs in front of her eyes. For blinded by the excitement that over welms her heart, she sneaks like a thief into the night. But the nagging feelings that bugs her inside, couldn’t be ignored. Put her action on hault. The blindfold is taken off. Blinded no more, in regrets of wrong choice. Realizing she was nothing but a fool.............
  • Fernanda Satumbaga Balan
    Published about a month ago
    Finding Solace

    Finding Solace

    The days are cloudy, chaotic and uncertain. Somehow you made it easy with your presence. Giving me the time, I don’t know what I’d do without your your company at all. For everywhere you look is nothing but trouble. With you being there, I forgot time. I even forgot the chaos at hand. I found solace being with you. I found security and feel protected by you. I thank god, it’s still possible, to lived life that’s bearable. Your the special someone given to me by up above, to go through this uncertainty in our lives. Thank you my friend for being there for me. You made my life easy, that I can sure say........
  • Fernanda Satumbaga Balan
    Published about a month ago
    Miles Apart

    Miles Apart

    I think of you every minute of the day. Though you’re far away yet I feel you close to me. The talks we have is treasure to me. Seeing you brings happiness and smile in deed. I missing you when I’m alone. Nights are long reason unknown. Could it be that I miss you , and wanting you more. You’re miles away from a distant shore. Though I know we stare at the same sky, with you there and me on the other side of the world. Miles away yet feel so close. As if I can just reach and you’ll come when ever I call. Miles away across the sea. Yet I feel you hear with me.....,.
  • Fernanda Satumbaga Balan
    Published about a month ago
    My love

    My love

    The attraction is undeniable. The feeling is pure. You don’t know how it feels to be lured by your stares. I dream about you when my eyes are close. I see your face through the days when Im alone. The feeling get stronger and the longing is intense. I wonder do you feel the same? Or it’s just me in my silly brain. To love you is heaven in it self. To care for you, I’ll give it my all. The love you’ll feel, will make you know what love is. Yes, love is what I feel for you. And I will live to love you till the next life and more.......My love is pure it’s from within. My love is eternal for its made in heaven and it’s out of my control..... By : Fernanda Satumbaga Balan 06/02/2020
  • Fernanda Satumbaga Balan
    Published about a month ago
    Faith

    Faith

    In my life, Ive endured a lot. Though it all it laid heavily in my heart. At times I thought, I can’t handle it anymore. My heart cries, for I am tired I asked my self why? What have I done? Do I deserve all these anguish given in my life. Through it all, years after years I go on. It came and it went, Im still here. I’m in your hands that’s all I know. One thing I know you have always been there, carrying me as I go through my trials. I don’t know the reason, I May never know why. All I know is that my faith is stronger and you’ll never leave my side....