My eyes has a passion for creative things, I enjoy Photography and Film. There’s no better Art then the one you Create! I enjoy poetry and I have wrote Screenplays while attending film school. Imagination has no limits.
Motherhood at a Young Stage
Many Women don’t know how to start the first stage of Motherhood, as a matter of fact many of us are clueless. we go by our instincts, our maternally instincts. There are times we compare ourselves to other mothers. But not simply to say that each of us are special in our divine way. We get lost in the process, our conscious tells us to do better or try harder. But in reality we don’t need to strain ourselves we need to take a breather and take it one moment at time. Most of the time we multitask anyways, cooking, warming bottles,burping baby, and the list goes on and on. We take on a lot of task without even asking for help because it’s in our state of mind. I am not trying to brag but just honestly being realistic. So when we need a break, we’re not asking for too much. And don’t ever feel like you’re asking for too much. We’re a living being and deserve to be treated with the same respect we give. We get lost in the process and that’s normal. We try to proof ourselves or others that we are better or that we try to be better.
Into my Past Thoughts
My mind lingers of what could have been, when sitting in silence and the day has passed me by. My mind lingers of the thoughts that drove me to this very same day. Could have one moment, minute change who I am today? Are my goals and passion taking part of the person I am today? What has brought me to this moment, or how many times have I spun in motion to this very same day? There’s no denying I am a stronger person then I ever was before, but when did I let the days and my wildest desires fadeaway? Will I ever be the same? I know my young self still lives within me. Will I emotionally and mentally grow out of this stage? I am much wiser and stronger than I ever was, you see my intuition tells me this is just a face, a stage that doesn’t need reminding of the person I ever was…I am prepared to face what is yet to come, there comes a moment that the back walls of my mind bring up old memories and dreams that I once had. So I gather up Into my Past thoughts. Of where my mind lingers of what could have been…