Into my Past Thoughts

My mind lingers of what could have been, when sitting in silence and the day has passed me by. My mind lingers of the thoughts that drove me to this very same day. Could have one moment, minute change who I am today? Are my goals and passion taking part of the person I am today? What has brought me to this moment, or how many times have I spun in motion to this very same day? There’s no denying I am a stronger person then I ever was before, but when did I let the days and my wildest desires fadeaway? Will I ever be the same? I know my young self still lives within me. Will I emotionally and mentally grow out of this stage? I am much wiser and stronger than I ever was, you see my intuition tells me this is just a face, a stage that doesn’t need reminding of the person I ever was…I am prepared to face what is yet to come, there comes a moment that the back walls of my mind bring up old memories and dreams that I once had. So I gather up Into my Past thoughts. Of where my mind lingers of what could have been…