Paradox

She motivates others
But is de motivated from within,
She tells people to love themselves
But doesn't stare at her reflection for long,
She's encourages others to go forward
But never takes the given apportunity ,
She tells others to give themselves a break
But is too hard on herself ,
She wants to be in love
But thinks she doesn't deserve one,
She laughs all day
But cries herself to sleep at night ,
She wants to do something big
But never does anything to achieve it ,
She celebrates the small victory of others
But never is she satisfied by herself ,
She love's people
But is afraid to bring them close ,
She tells others not to judge
But contemplates each action she does,


She says she doesn't give a fuck
But tosses and turns at night ,
She doesn't care about what others think
But wants people to like her ,
She listens to others
But never tells her story ,
She hates cliches
But yearns to have a love written in books ,
She says no one is perfect
But wants to be the epitome ,
She says people learn from their mistakes
But curses herself for her's ,
She forgives people easily
But she never forgets ,
She talks to a lot of people
But has only three friends ,
She sees the good in everything
But while looking at her all she sees are flaws,
She wants to comfort everyone is distress
But suffers alone at night,


She wants to tell her story
But her heart doesn't allow,
She wants people to love her
But she hates herself,
She understands everyone
But doesn't forgive herself,
She is mediocre
But she is strange
She's suffering
But She's sane
She's hurt
But She's healing
She's almost never serious
But always too serious
Too shallow
Too deep
Too sensitive
Too cold hearted
She is a collection of paradoxes
She is you
She is us

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