Under Weather Dreamscape

Sicken days comes when they come. Something slowly that sneaks up right when you least expect it. Slow breathing, body aching and mind feeling distorted. You travel to the land of dreams in search something familiar. Feeling so weak you want nothing to do but fall into a meditative state where your body becomes dormant. Plunding into the abyss of mental weight lifting. Swirling side to side in a dizzy fade. Unmotivated and trapped into a sea of traps. Falling through the traps and weighted down the hole of despair.

Falling through the whole of darkness you look around to see the nature of life and planets forming simultaneously as you continue to descend into madness. Confused of the reality that is changing in front of you, you're insecurities and anxieties slowly begin to falter and what becomes more and more noticeable is your curiosity. The curiosity for the life and change of what your eyes are presenting to you. You cant help but to feel little lonely because you want to share this experience with someone. Having to go through this weird experience that you cannot explain would be something that will never be truly expressed and yet all that clouds your mind is someone.

Not anyone or just a select few but someone. That one person you want to share this wonderful change in life to. So you can share something that can become extraordinary. Imagine seeing a birth of a star or something that only happens once in a lifetime. The joy and amazement of experiencing that then having nobody to share it with. The once in a lifetime moment that shall forever be put away in your own mind to be locked. The experience can be so powerful that you will soon forget it in the years to come or remember it forever not being able to explain it to someone for them to best understand what you have been through. 

You stop falling and you are stopped in space. Slowly spinning as the world forms. Planets and galaxies change and move like time accelerating to become what is. So much detail without really understanding your place in that moment of change. With all of the change what you don't see is the love. The romance, the joy or the expressions. Things become things and the animals are reactive and instinctive. Feelings and emotions derive from animals and creatures with the ability to change and morph into language and communication. The skies of the night and the waves of the stars flow through the cosmos. Unknown to time, you feel lighter than air and yet you don't even think about breathing. 

You have already forgotten that you are in a dream. You become so engulf into the experience in such deep sleep that reality concepts like breathing and feeling doesn't exist to you. Planets collide, stars align, as the universe continues to move forward, bright lights and the temperature from the explosions become unaffected to you. Faster and faster the universe changes the more and more you try to find purpose in your existence there.

Something that crosses your path is the cosmic journey from the far distances of the galaxies and the solar system, to the quantum realities. Presented with present day, the sun and earth becomes what we know it to be. You see the earth that you was born into. The planets travel to their spots and the sun moves to its location. One of the only times you can see the sun so close up without burning. All the movements of the universe that you have just experienced forces you down into decision. Falling through the cosmos you are rushed into earth like a meteor. Feeling so much heavier, the rush forces you awake. You check the time and its morning. You feel so much weight lifting off your shoulders left to float into space. You take a deep breathe and get ready for the day.