addiction
The realities of addition; the truth about living under, above and beyond the influence of drugs and alcohol.
How to Relight the Fire in Your Eyes That Died So Long Ago
I lived most of my life suffering I do not know how to live with out it. The light went out in my eyes a long time ago. My family and friends asks me how I’m doing and they let me lie. I really don’t want to talk about it. I can pretend to be “normal”. being out kind of makes me feel like i’m drowning. Maybe I should have opened up before it all got too much. I have been here before I should have remembered the outcomes. When things were really bad, when I was younger I would never want to be alone. I was scared of what could happen if I was by myself. Now I like the quiet. When I’m not in the right head space I will cut people out of my life. I started to like it. I didn’t have to pretend anymore. The people I love know when I’m not feeling the best now because of it. I’m not sure which is better.
On Being in Love With an Addict
We made sense together. The downfall of our relationship wasn’t the drugs. It was how the drugs made him act. Our relationship was always complicated, drinking and drugs didn’t help anything. We both had crappy childhoods. We understood each other. I understood why he did the things he did. I tried saving him but I knew it wasn’t going to work. He was going to have to want to get help but I couldn’t keep watching him harm himself. It took me a long time to get over that guilt. I have a lot of regret about how I left the relationship. For a long time I blamed myself. I thought that nothing I do is going to make him get sober. I didn’t understand that it needs to be more than me. He needed to admit that he needs help. I wish being in love was enough. I wish it counted for anything at all. We were both just kids who were forced to grow up quickly.
- Top Story - January 2024
The Genogram
I started working with primarily Native American program participants in 1984, after completing my coursework in community counseling with a concentration in chemical dependency counseling. At first, I interned and then worked at detox.
Denise E LindquistPublished 4 months ago in Psyche Narcissism And Personality Disorders
Are all personality disorders the outcomes of frustrated narcissism? During our formative years (6 months to 6 years old), we are all “narcissists”. Primary Narcissism is a useful and critically important defense mechanism. As the infant separates from his mother and becomes an individual, it is likely to experience great apprehension, fear, and pain. Narcissism shields the child from these negative emotions. By pretending to be omnipotent, the toddler fends off the profound feelings of isolation, unease, pending doom, and helplessness that are attendant on the individuation-separation phase of personal development.
kavinda ranabahuPublished 4 months ago in PsycheDay 26
The wind rustled the leaves as it brushed by with summery ease. He stood with a cautious unease at the corner of Fifth and Ninth, coffee in hand and cigarette in the other. A strong industrial scent of grit and smoke assaulted his nostrils as he watched the grey lifeless shadows pass him by.
Isabella RosePublished 4 months ago in PsycheHumanity Romanticizing Mental Illnesses
In recent years, there has been a concerning trend of individuals romanticizing mental illness. What may initially seem like harmless fascination or an artistic expression can have profound implications for those who actually live with these conditions. This article delves into the reasons behind this phenomenon and explores the potential risks involved.
Saida ShazzadPublished 4 months ago in Psyche- Top Story - December 2023
Vaping and Young People
If you would like to report the illegal selling of vaping products to children and young people under the age of 18 years' old - contact the Trading Standards Agency (UK) on 0808 223 1133, visit their website or use their online form to report the crime.
Annie KapurPublished 4 months ago in Psyche 5 Ways To Change Envy Into Positive Results
We all have been there; seeing someone who is doing very well in life, we tend to ask ourselves: “What am I doing wrong?”
Zondra Dos AnjosPublished 4 months ago in PsycheChildish, Emotionally Sensitive, and Grandiose!
In reading material by alcoholics, for alcoholics, the following statement was included — Doctors and psychologists after studying a group of problem drinkers made a statement that upset recovering alcoholics.
Denise E LindquistPublished 4 months ago in PsycheA Letter to My Soulmate.
I am not the person I was ten years ago and I don't think I will ever be her again. It's been a rough decade. If one thing went differently would I still feel this way. I'm trying to become the person I was back then, I just don't know how. I had so many reasons to run away. I thought it was the best possible thing I could do. I was in such a bad places after losing you that I couldn't stand to me in the same city let alone the same state that you died in. Ever since your death I do not remember what I used to fight for.
The History of Smokable Ayahuasca, Known as Changa
Changa was created by Julian Palmer in the period of 2003–2004. Unfortunately, there’s very little information about him online. It is known that the name for the smokable mixture we now know as changa came about during an Ayahuasca session when Julian asked the spirit of Ayahuasca for help with naming.
Nick RishnaPublished 5 months ago in Psyche- Top Story - December 2023
Farewell to the Houseguest
for Æ...go deo, and for anyone who needs to read it. What a simple wee ruse, just to lay down the tools, I had clutched in my Hands,
Conor DarrallPublished 5 months ago in Psyche