'back to the future' letter #notetoselfafterlockdown
time capsule foretelling 2020 - for our youth and the next generation
Backstory...
Below is an entry I wrote as a mini time capsule diary a few weeks after the news of the pandemic in 2020. One year and a bit later, I am cleaning up my Google Drive and opened this document.
I'll let you in 'behind the scenes' of my life a few weeks before spilling out my feelings in the entry...
"So, you've heard - be careful. Don't go out too much. This is serious J."
Parents were being a little too over-dramatic don't you think?
Sure, I was aware. There was a few cases interstate but I was safe here in the land down below.
"Hmm, yeah I guess so mate. We're safe here."
I met up with my friend who needed some help running a youth program at her university. That's what she said above. She's usually right. I had faith in her gut feeling.
I remember I was drafting up my invoice.
What I didn't know that this would be my last invoice from that place.
And what you didn't know was that during this time my mind was a mad mess. I was madly accepting every small gig and Air-tasker type job to save up to move interstate to live that 'millennial' dream of living independently from my family of six plus my dog.
And I would need to let you know that as a second generation millennial kid with immigrant parents, I was feeling the pain of my moral Vietnamese responsibilities as the eldest daughter and sister.
It was fine, I thought. My head told me that life was aligning with my desires. Not long after, my inner critic hit in.
I heard the news on the advertisements on my Spotify that there were only five reasons to leave home.
- My goal to work and live interstate was thrown out the window.
- The bulk of my freelance gig work was cancelled (I was finishing up with a Casual community project #thankgoodnessforZoom)
- I finally decided to give DisneyPlus and UberEats a try.
At the end of the piece, I will enlighten you on the beautiful sides that I have taken away after a year or so ... most importantly, here is the time capsule I wrote to myself:
Dear 2005 Juju,
It is 2020 and I do not have good news.
Our prime minister has kept us in lockdown.
It is currently 2pm. I am at home and half in my PJ’s.
I just got off a Zoom meeting with my work peers.
Don’t worry, Zoom will be the norm for you soon.
#covid19 #selfiso
--
I know, you feel scared about technology.
But listen to me - technology is keeping us sane here.
Tell your teachers to move towards digital learning tools.
Build your skills in coding or content writing - be aware.
The world is changing rapidly here.
Prepare for virtual connection.
#wifi #generationconnect
--
Two weeks ago, I got rejected.
My short term contract work was cancelled.
Workplace got closed.
I got a call yesterday about the job I applied for online.
“Due to this uncertain period, we will let you know what will happen next.”
Good bye.
#gigeconomy #shortlistedfortheonemillionthtime
Yes, again this is 2020 Juju here.
I reapplied for government payments for the second time.
It says my claim is ‘being processed.’
Waiting for their call.
Does a two hour meeting for this week count as work?
#unemployed #casualworklife
--
I just woke up from a job alert notification.
Tick. Fourth job I applied for this week.
How will we do interviews when we can’t go outside?
I am safe at home though.
Thank goodness for living with parents #lifesavers
#socialdistancing #checkingthefridgeforthe10thtime
--
Dear Juju of 2025,
I hope in five years that you will not need government support payments anymore.
I hope you will have backup work when something like this happens.
I hope you work but also have time to spend time with family and friends.
#geny #millennialworkers
From Juju in 2021,
#prayforhumanity #thenextgen #findingmynextgig
P.S - ugh, masks is still mandatory and still on Centrelink. But, hey - Ubereats is doing well for us. #4thlockdowninAustralia
~
So, I was quite grumpy in the time I wrote this but I knew there was more to this despite the news, the racial attacks and all that.
The 2021 Juju is more at peace. I have decided to study another course after my four year gap year (another story for another time).
I feel grounded at home and my heart beams with thankfulness for my parents and siblings.
I use to think I can change and save the world but now, I think that I can only do with what I can.
I have decided to dust up, dispose most of my past and decide on my life with a bit more intentionality.
How about you?
We are one out of 7.8 billion people and counting -
What will be your drum beat to this story in this reality now?
About the Creator
🇻🇳 Journey with Juju 🇦🇺
I'm here for those who are looking for something more.
#LESSjunkmoreJUJU
~Currently documenting my post-lockdown life:
Part time Mental Health Worker / Part time Artist.
Let's make meaning together Millennials ✌🏽
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