You can't love me...

You can’t love me…

I’ve hurt myself

Cried myself to sleep

Looked in the mirror and wanted to kill my self

Wiped my tears that were streaming down my cheeks and said I was fine when I wasn’t

Found peace in tearing myself apart

Caused chaos to hide the pain

Caused more danger than safety

Disappointed me as if it was a game

I hated when I should’ve loved

I took too much time to realize I’m suffering from the pain that I’ve created myself

This is why you can’t love me

Because I don’t even love myself