You are the worst of the best part of me

Nothing but time to think,

Too many hours in a day,

What happened when I blinked,

Did we just fade?

So much love between two people is dangerous,

Trusting they won’t hurt you is hard,

Your lies were traitorous,

The time apart is where it starts.

Much of my choices were based on your actions,

Repercussions of your distance,

No longer living in my passions,

You’re not the vein of my existence.

Not sorry for looking for what made me happy,

Finding someone who cared the most,

Appreciating that he’s chivalrous and a little sappy,

Didn’t make me feel as if I imposed.

Now I’m a fiancée, a future wife to be,

He didn’t get down on one knee,

But he knows what he means to me.