Carla SofiiLove Garcia
Writing is my passion... find me on Twitter @goddesswriter90.
Not a love story
My life seemed like a fairytale when we first met, you were everything I wanted and more. But some storylines don’t have a happy ending… some stories are not happy at all. Some people come into our lives temporarily to give us what we may need at that very moment.
You’re the only one that knows me
There was times where I found my mind wandering off, imagining a life beyond my own. I am happily married to a man that does anything to keep me content, but my heart continues to feel as if something is missing. I knew what it was, but it wasn’t something that I could have… that forbidden urge kept lingering deep within my soul. My husband was such a wonderful man, he still is a loving and caring gentleman; why is it that I still want more?
"O(LD)h Boy!... Men, Men, Men!"... Is Today's Topic.
In the years that I've dated, I can't say I've dated a specific type of man, but have always been drawn to older men. I have heard it all before, people's theories as to why that is; daddy issues, mentality of older men being more mature, different life experiences, wanting to learn something new from them... blah blah blah! What I have to say to that, is some of these are true but I view this as an opportunity for growth, exploring different options, and expanding my knowledge. Men in general are smart and interesting creatures, put on this earth for a multitude of reasons, but hurting women should not be one of them. This article is being written based on my own experiences with both men my age and older men, and is not based on facts or scientific proof.
I fell in love with my FWB…
It’s the way he made me feel, the way he made me laugh… but mostly, the way it brought back my passion for trying new things and the sense of adventure. I felt dead inside, no motivation, no emotions. He was the best thing that happened to me but also the worse thing. It wasn’t supposed to happen this way… I wasn’t supposed to fall in love. What happened?!
The Secret Chronicles of Your Dreamy Eyes
Those piercing glares as if you're searching for the stories of my soul. The stare of a thousand beaming eyes. I wonder sometimes what is it that you are thinking about, what is it that you are looking for... or is it that you are so intrigued with me? I have never had anyone look at me the way that you look at me... with such grace and interest. At times I smile, you don't have to say a word, but I know that you are communicating your love for me through your eyes. You are an extraordinary man, I appreciate that you made me feel like I am your muse, but I wish that you can tell me how I make you feel.
Love Letter to Myself <3
There was a time when you were my world, everything I knew to love, but in a blink of an eye you walked away and that was the end of time. I didn’t know one person had the ability of causing such pain, being able to walk away like I never existed. Much to my surprise, I don’t miss you as much as I thought I would, my heart has healed a million times over… if you can get over me right away, so can my heart and soul. I used to feel sad at the thought of being without you, never thought I could love again, until he came along and showed me a world I couldn’t even imagine.