it was love
it was a relationship
no matter how many times i've fought against it
that's what we were
a relationship
most people love the idea of
their "first relationship"
most people are proud of
their "first relationship"
so why am I so ashamed
why do I hate the idea of us
so damn much
you were my boyfriend
I was your girlfriend
we made it official
we talked for hours
days
weeks
so why have I always fought
against what we once were
maybe it was the age difference
maybe it was the manipulation
maybe it was the fact that
no matter what I do
I can't undo the fact that I have
been so damn stupid
to think you actually cared about me
but what would I know
I was barely a teenager at the time
how was I to know how
an eighteen year old was to think
it was a relationship
it was love
there has just been one
question that's lingered on my mind
all of these years
why me?
About the Creator
Mel
Ever since I was a kid, I've always wrote for fun. I never saw anything of it; I just wanted to write just to write. That's why I love Vocal.
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