Why is this my fate

Why am i so forgiving

of the ones that hurt me

the ones that hate me

the ones that only just do it again

after forgiveness

i cant seem to hate

i cant seem to dislike

and i wonder why

this is so

why i cant hate some one

no matter how much they hate me

all i can do is care about them and worry

as if they were my friends

if they hit me i wont fight back

and i don't get why

why i cant hit them for the pain they caused

to me and my feelings

all i do is stand back up and let them hit me again

not even throwing a punch or a kick

i don't get why

why i care for humanity so much

after all we've done

after all others make us appear

i cant hate

i cant dislike

is there something wrong with me

why is this

why must i endure the pain and let it go

why must i just get back up

just to be knocked back down

on the ground

not even caring of the scratches and bruises

and then i get back up just to walk away

just to come back to the same position again

another day

why cant i hate

why is this my fate

why must i still live

if thats all i can do

is like and never dislike

no matter how painful it is

and still call them my friend in the end