You loved me so much more than myself,
You loved me so much
That I ran instead of getting help,
You gave me the love
We never gave to ourselves,
It became toxic and exhausting
Later on twisted yet boring,
Relationships never work out for me,
Especially when I don't feel free,
Your insecurities locking me down,
Feeling more sillier than a clown,
Rules instead of boundaries,
Dragging me down to drown,
You said it would be different
But we were back to the rules
And I'm feeling like a fool
Hands swollen with a dint
From smashing them against the wall.
I dreamt and wished for love like this
Until I can barely stand your kiss
Then lust beats love
Sorry for the diss
My truth is usually hurtful
Especially when I'm feeling wasteful.
About the Creator
On Winning and Losing
Recently, the pleasant surprise of placement on the Vocal Bonus Leaderboard sent me down a rabbit hole. Now, rabbit holes are a pretty common place for me to spend time, but I don't always feel the call to write about them. To be honest, the thought of sharing some of them mortifies me.
By Dana Crandell3 days ago in Writers
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