Why I cried?
Why I cried is a beautiful poem depecting the pain of a child who just lost his mother even though she was abusive towards him.
Why I cried?
You abused me my whole life.
You robbed away my childhood.
Remember when Dad died?
You didn't shed a tear.
You moved on quickly.
You moved on with someone who made
my life hell.
You abused me in all forms
physically mentally and emotionally
All I wanted was love and care
I had a parent
Still, I was an orphan
I cried myself to sleep every night
Finally, I thought I was free
I was orphaned the day Dad died
But still, I cried
I cried for months,
when you finally passed away.
I thought it was the end of my pain
But I don't know why I cried for a mother who never loved me.
Until it was not about gain.
It was a dark gloomy night
The sky was also shedding tears
I finally thought I am free
I was emotionless for a moment
Three days later I woke in middle of the night
Crying ,crying and crying
I cried my heart out
for someone who never cared for me
For a mother who never loved
I don't know why
I was supposed to be happy
But I wasn't
It was supposed to be end of my suffering
Maybe I just wanted a relationship from you that you were incapable of
May I wanted some love
that you never gave me
May be I just needed someone to share my feelings with
Maybe it's regret of unfulfilled dream
of having a mother who loved me in this life
I still don't know why I cried when you died?
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