Whoa, have I ever felt this way before?
How is it that a glimpse of someone can ignite your insides all at once?
Flames burning from your chest to awaken all desire
Any thirst in you’s been quenched
One glimpse and I am hooked
Mesmerized by the most beautiful being alive
From across the room I saw the journey
The valleys, rivers and the mountains
The heartbreak in goodbyes and the excitement in the greetings
The agony in failure and the grief of loss
I saw the darkness, too
And the pain that was, difficulty, overcome by brightness
From across the room I heard her presence
The roaring loudness of her smile
Nearly blinding all your fears
Her eyes, like honey, dense and lively
Sweet essentials to the butterfly effect we call life
Everything she’s witnessed, right behind those doors of hers
From across the room I saw her triumph
Her posture so strong, her chest heaved with pride
Her hair freed like stardust with highlights of the times the wind caressed it
I could see everyone staring at her, we’re all invested
One look at her and you are done for
Whatever you were searching for, whatever you were missing
It just simply does not, and will not ever, matter
Why have I- how have I never felt this way before?
I want to feel this feeling, this moment, this picture
Exactly as I do now, forever more
Her outfit, elegant and pleasing to your senses
The energy she radiates is calming
Mending every break and crack within me
The truth sinking in my every cell and every thought
Freeing me of every cry, rejection and goodbye
It tells me stories of a happy end
It whispers provocatively to take a deeper look
I cannot, will not, fight this truth
As I caught my eyes in the mirror from across the room
Everything that I could see before, couldn’t say before
I catch myself in whisper as I accept it, “I love her”
Suddenly, for the first time in my life
I see “me”
I recognize “me”
“Her”, “me”, “self”, “myself” and “I” have all aligned
My stars, the sign that I’ve been waiting for
My next love announced with neon lights
Would I have known it?
If I hadn’t caught my glimpse in that old mirror from across the room?
Would I have believed it?
I don’t think I did
When everybody told me, someday everything would add up
All I know is that I know
With confidence in everything I am
That woman staring back at me right now
I finally see her clearly for everything I am
And I love her, with everything I’ve got
About the Creator
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