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All the money mantra's, manifesting & ushering new love or past love is driving me up the wall
I just want to live my life and have a ball
Yeah I'll admit there was a shift, a cosmic change
For a minute I thought I was going insane
The pressure and energy that is building inside of me
Have me tripping every day definitely
I'd reconciled with my past, lost a few friends & some family members
I even changed my diet & went on a fast
Signs popping up all over, right & left
Retrogrades, full moons, zodiacs rising, Venus, Sun or Moon
It's enough to make anyone feel like a loon
Being in this pandemic changed a lot of perspectives
Truths were brought out, lies began to fall
Me waking up one day saying F it all
I spoke a truth about myself, in return a surge of energy I'd never felt
Wrapped me tight, bound me like a choke hold
Time to wake up and purge, you’re getting too old
Anyone ever experience hearing a whisper like someone's behind you?
You turn around and there's no one
Now my ears ring for no reason, oh that's big fun
Tell me the prize I've won
I know I sound like an ungrateful
But in my mind, I know it's making me faithful
To my design, to my purpose, to myself
I mean does chanting a money mantra really bring you wealth?!
Maybe, anything's possible, I did wake up one day a whole different person
I'll keep doing "the work" and see what this season brings to the surface...
About the Creator
Mesaye
From the moment I read my first Edgar Allen Poe story when I was 12 yrs old, I knew what made my heart flutter & what drove my imagination. Writing has been something I’ve loved doing, fell far away from & am now drawn back to it!
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