What I Want?
It's not a voice...But it does consume my thoughts
I want something but don't know what it is
I am longing for something but still don't know what
Is it acceptance?
Is it to be recognized?
No it can’t be.
Because I shy away from people
So why can't I focus in the present?
My mind is creating stories longing for a false world
It could just be a coping mechanisms
Mind dissociation
But still it wants something
Whatever the it is, it is not satisfied
But if I feed it I would not be able to live my life
It is consuming
It is sin it self
But I can’t quiet it
It won't stop longing
It want something to happen
But that something doesn't seem right
It seems dark and I know we both want light
Smiles and sunshine
But that can only happen if I focus on the present
So please quiet down now the longing and wanting that consume my thoughts
About the Creator
Emily Binkley
Hey ! I love lifting, inspiring and encouraging people through my writing! I also love writing poetry! So please read to get inspired! Recently I became very open with my writing. Letting readers in my most deepest thoughts.
Comments (4)
Very touching such a brave soul
I feel this ❤️🩹
Inspiring.
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