what do u have to lose?

so many times ive started to say something to u

only to delete it without sending

i am so scared and fragile when it comes to u

yet i never want to show u that side

u think im strong

in reality im a scared little girl holding up a charade of strength

some days i just want to beg u to hold me

til im no longer scared

til together we can face the world

with no fear and support each other

to achieve what we both desire

strong together as we both know

that no matter what the other will be there

with love, support, understanding and encouragement

in everything we do ...

forever ....

u say ur scared of being hurt

ur not the only one

still i pretend to be strong

if i cant have u the way i want u

totally, body, mind and soul,

i will settle for friendship,

but i will never give up hope

that one day u will feel for me

as i feel for you.

i cherish every moment we have together,

even the times it hurts ...

without the hurt how would i know

how good the good times are?

i know its a big ask, but i would love so much

if u would take a chance on me...

u already know im not like most people

u know this because u have already trusted me

with things that u cant share with other people

if u take the chance, the worst that will come of it is

that we have some fun and go back to being friends...

so really ...

what do u have to lose?