Watershed
"In broadcasting, the watershed is the time of day after which programming with content deemed suitable only for mature or adult audiences is permitted."
And then, of course, the journal Mother gifted
Back when Friday felt like another
Christmas. I write: it never snows these
Days. I write a children’s
Ending, because I watch the news sometimes.
Fairytales never make it past the watershed. Buried by
God's fence. The grown-up stuff when the prophets are grateful
Horrorshows in bright ties and flower dresses, mourning
In Chelsea Gardens. No, water. They never mention the
Jackets, always black,
Kneeling,
Lost as my spent time, thinking.
Me?
No. I don’t take the path by the garden anymore.
On another December, I might, if I make it. Under as a stillborn bulb
Pest-eaten, that journal. I didn’t use the
Quill, when she told me: write all you’re grateful for.
Really, when I pace through thoughts, unwritten pages
Space, space, space. No time, so
There’s no use trying to
Understand my blank passages. It’s better to watch the
Violets and say: Mother, I can’t write anything like this. I can’t find
Who I’m looking for. But on Sunday, I found your old
X-rays. Am I grateful? To catch the bloom, miss the wilting. Those
Yellow pages, no contact details despite the size. I look up God: Any.
Zeus, Lazarus, Hades. Still, no one answers the phone. It’s after 9 pm.
About the Creator
Dylan Nicholson
Writer of short stories.
London. Film person.
Owns far too many books.
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