I put too much on you
Your deaths my crutch, it's true.
Let's hear some bad advice, I give myself
Move on.
don't whine.
just live your life while your living
I won't be here forever
Really thought I'd learned that lesson
Time to chase my dreams
Quit messing around
I can't just be the guy with a dead sister
wow that's a lot I just met you, mister
oops there goes another romantic hopeful
keep my mouth shut I'm a damn fool
I never got to be a rebel
I didn't want to be like you
But now you've been gone so long
Self-destruction seems like all I can do
good news or bad news
depends on how you take it
But no one seems to notice
When I'm happy I am faking
Are you my motivation
Or is honoring you a shitty coping tool
I love you
don't get me wrong
but how did I get here
My life has become my vice
For dealing with the loss of you
Dreams lost in the monotony
When I find myself again
It will be one hell of a win
Because deep down I know
I don't have to let your love go
I can be more than just the guy who lost a loved one
Get past all my vices
Then finally I'll know what loving life is.
About the Creator
Hufflecup
I want nothing more than to dedicate my life to writing, so I figured I would start here to test the waters. I will be submitting stories to as many communities as possible.
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