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Alone in a world I don't recognize

Feeling suicidal always hurting myself

No place to go

Not feeling at home - anywhere

Living for only my friends and family

Feels like I have no meaning in life

Why do I live?

Why do I breath?

What is my purpose here?

What is my destiny?

What has fate written for me?

I sit on the sidewalk

Alone

And

Crying

I don't feel alive anymore

Living or dying in a world of nightmares and dreamscapes;

A world from between reality and fantasy

I don't know what's real anymore

Everything is slipping away from me

Through my fingers; mind; thoughts; soul

Paranoia's taking over

Illusions fill my head as I slip away

I see the dead walking amongst me

Talking to me

Trying to hurt me

I'm feeling pain

Looking down I see red

They aren't real!

They can't be real...

I don't know what to do!

Help me!

Help me to see the truth inside

And all around me

Am I doing this to myself

(I think I am)

Or is someone doing this to me?

(I think they are)

Where do I go for help?

How do I ask for help?

When there's no one around to listen to what I say?

I'm screaming for help

But no one hears me

They can't see me

There's blood everywhere

Who's is it?

I look down

I see red lines on my wrists

Succumbing to the pain inside

I die, no longer alive

Wandering alone, no where to hide

In a vast dark world

Barren and chaotic and cold

No one listens .