i cannot say i know what love feels like.
i grew up surrounded by slamming doors and half hearted apologies. i never had the strength to shout back so instead i just cried. now i realise that my relationships do not work because instead of fighting for what i believe and want i just cry. my backbone has given up on me and now i realise why no one takes me seriously. my personality has been stripped away from me and all i want is to know how it feels to love something but even when god gave me that wish the most precious gift i couldn’t take it i was too overwhelmed that i cried and cried and in simple words. i killed it.
-that was the trigger warning
About the Creator
princess jasmine
a fairytale poet
Keep reading
More stories from princess jasmine and writers in Poets and other communities.
what i wanted to say
i’ll admit i am not in the right mindset but i don’t believe that is down to me and you. sometimes i take it out on you but we always find a way to get past it. i can change and stop these mood swings. i just want you to know that my anger is not towards you it is a completely different matter. i will also admit that there is a lot going on at home/school and i try to keep that separate from you but you have become someone i rely on. i like you too and i want this to work but a break could last forever and i dont think i could leave it on terms like this because of my mood swings.
By princess jasmine2 years ago in Poets
My To Be Read List
I have been taking some time away from writing. I haven't forgotten about Vocal, the truth is I just have been too busy pursuing other things to write online and honestly, my little family and I just had a really hard month between the flu and a weird eye infection/cold circulating our house. I'm currently sipping some warm peppermint tea because my throat is sore.
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹6 days ago in BookClub
Comments
There are no comments for this story
Be the first to respond and start the conversation.