princess jasmine
Bio
a fairytale poet
Stories (50/0)
anyone
you open me up and try to find the spot but you find that hard so instead you start poking and prodding and rubbing random parts of me. i used to think i had no choice but to start breathing to convince you that you made me lose my breath that you was that good. i do this to exaggerate the way you were making me feel but in reality i felt nothing. you would do it until my goodness had no choice but was forced to spill out to feed you like i was filled with the drugs you needed that no matter what time of day it was you demanded them and left me feeling so empty and hollow. i never dared to say no to you. you were too addicted that if i wasn’t present you felt no guilt in stealing from someone else. you never loved us. you used us. and now my goodness is protected and locked away that it will take real love for it to come out.
By princess jasmine2 years ago in Poets
poetry
my favourite time to write is a night. the silence plus me is the combination to birth poems. silence makes me feel like the only person alive in this world. it gives me the power to be my natural self. silence was the imagination behind this i was just the writer.
By princess jasmine2 years ago in Poets
step by step
step one and only step: write and write until you have wrote about every way he destroyed. every way he broke you down piece by piece and walked over your broken parts to make even more. there are still bits of you left under his shoe like those parts are nothing. and then you realise he didn’t break you he made you stronger. he broke that wall down the wall that was holding you back but now nothing will hold you back. you are so powerful that he wants you back but all you give him to remind him of you are the pieces stuck to bottom of his shoe.
By princess jasmine2 years ago in Poets
trigger
i cannot say i know what love feels like. i grew up surrounded by slamming doors and half hearted apologies. i never had the strength to shout back so instead i just cried. now i realise that my relationships do not work because instead of fighting for what i believe and want i just cry. my backbone has given up on me and now i realise why no one takes me seriously. my personality has been stripped away from me and all i want is to know how it feels to love something but even when god gave me that wish the most precious gift i couldn’t take it i was too overwhelmed that i cried and cried and in simple words. i killed it.
By princess jasmine2 years ago in Poets
what i wanted to say
i’ll admit i am not in the right mindset but i don’t believe that is down to me and you. sometimes i take it out on you but we always find a way to get past it. i can change and stop these mood swings. i just want you to know that my anger is not towards you it is a completely different matter. i will also admit that there is a lot going on at home/school and i try to keep that separate from you but you have become someone i rely on. i like you too and i want this to work but a break could last forever and i dont think i could leave it on terms like this because of my mood swings.
By princess jasmine2 years ago in Poets