I can only catch glimpses of my childhood
fluttering by,
moths to the electric resonance
of light.
The few I trapped
on the latticework of memories
remained covered with layers
upon layers of
Guilt.
Shame.
Fear.
Hate.
That I learned to ignore
in hopes of forgetting,
losing them to the flood of
electric waves inside my brain.
When nothing worked
and the dust only piled up
until I was nothing more
than the attic of an abandoned house.
I figured the sepia scope
of nostalgia,
remembrance,
exposure, would help in letting go.
I revisited these childhood monsters,
returning to the house with lights always flickering
to learn so I could
unlearn.
And I forgave myself.
Shocked by the crumbled walls I had built
tumbling down by my hands,
the ghosts of charred night butterflies
escaped the cobweb I had laced.
And we were ee.
ree.
ree.
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