Tranlusence Fades
a true color pride poem
If I were a color, I’d be translusent
And I would shimmer when the light hit me.
I’d be full of air, and I would float away.
Carefree, I would have no thoughts,
feeling whole would not be an idea I strived for.
I’d feel strength in the weak times,
when the pain of living becomes too much to bear.
Instead, I feel hollow and see-through and dull,
Never what I hope for.
And my anger grows
A reminder of what I’m missing
It becomes apparent in the shadows,
Where translucence fades into the background
The air I breathe, that once marched purposefully until the gray retreated,
Is poison in my lungs,
Leaving me gasping and struggling for hope - in anything,
Let me be someone that nothing matters to.
The ache is so constant,
I’ve grown accustomed to it.
It wears me like a second skin until I start to fade,
In its absence, I find myself gripping memories of the pain while I cling to the rejection of a love I thought was forever.
Until they become so intertwined, I can’t tell them apart.
The pain or the lost love-
I miss them both.
Like a phantom limb with an itch, I can't scratch; I reach for it anyway.
My attempt falling short,
Wishing I could be anywhere else
I close my eyes and think . . .
. . . If I were a color.
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