toxic trait

all i want to be is enough for you

i wonder if i can ever live a life where thats become true

love makes me so insane

and each one looks me dead in the face

just to ask and say the same things

and its okay

i have grown and learned the game

i can always feel the end come before i have the chance to make a change

i spend days crying, mourning something that hasnt yet passed away

convince myself i will never be left

if im the one who first escapes

and by the time the issue has made its way to him

ive already mentally left the relationship

if there was even one to save

and i go back to my old ways

maybe thats why i have left some feeling betrayed

thats my toxic trait.

-g.m.t