Times Like This I Wish

So many times I thought….Why?

Many more times I thought… How?

There was that time I meant BYE!

Then it was… Why now?

If I had one chance to do it all over

Maybe to better understand this

I’d make you more than a lover,

You would be more than a distress.

To taste your kiss again…

And to feel that touch

I would take the pleasure and pain

Just because it meant that much.

Right now, what do I do?

I often wonder if it is me you miss.

But you are confused, too…

Wondering how our last kiss ended like this.

Was it meant to be?

Did we love lust?

Should this have been “we”?

Is our love lost?

Times like this I wish I knew...